Having a bad day...
 

Just need to vent a bit. This morning I woke up with my bre@sts feeling
different. Immediately the thought has been stuck in my mind that I'm
set for miscarriage number 5. It has me on edge since I opened my eyes,
which is not fun for the kids. ATM they are in school, and that leaves
me plenty of time to worry.

At the ob/gyn yesterday things were OK. Values had risen nicely, there
was little he could do for me at 5 weeks, except test my thyroid again
(the main reason to see him already at this stage). I get an u/s in 2
weeks. It feels like eternity from now...

We told the kids this weekend, mainly because I want to involve them as
much as possible. It will also make it easier to explain why I feel
miserable in case things do go wrong. They were excited, but I don't
think the idea stuck in their minds yet.

Well, enough ranting for now. Things will be as they will be, and the
only thing I can do is try to keep calm. *sigh*

I
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mom of DS1 (6yo)
mom of TB and TG (3yo)
guardian of DH (age classified)
one tiny pea in the making

Having a bad day...
 

Eowyn wrote:

Well, enough ranting for now. Things will be as they will be, and the
only thing I can do is try to keep calm. *sigh*


Ugh, I can't imagine the worry that comes after having miscarriages in
the past. I hope things remain on the upswing. I wish I could do
something tog make the next few weeks fly by.

--

Nikki