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"Rupa Bose" wrote in message m... "Joy" wrote You would prefer listening to others say "never mind that he/she dumped you and left you and the kids financially screwed, too bad about you losing the house and your health insurance, but it isn't important, we can't condemn somebody for that, must be civilized you know"? That's assuming the original spouse got dumped. What about situations where the errant spouse has a continuing affair, but stays married so the spouse and children keep the house, share in the wealth, and stay on his health insurance? That's what OP's co-parent is probably after. My response above wasn't to the OP, or even about the OP, but rather to Marty Billingsley, who was talking about people he knew with happy marriages that started out as affairs. He went on to add about these folks: They are indeed lovely, wonderful people. Maybe folks around here are a bit more flexible in their outlook than people in calinda's circle. Affairs aren't condoned, but neither are adulterers shunned. The days of the scarlet letter are over, at least around here. IMO, implying that lovely, wonderful people should be "more flexible in their outlook" than people in calinda's circle came across as having rather a callous attitude toward the injured spouse - some of whom really and truly get screwed. Joy |
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"Paula" wrote in message ...
I told him about this thread yesterday and about some of the responses that I've gotten. I agree that while he and I have contact he is not really working on the marriage. And I talked to him about that. He agreed ... we'll see if he will agree to not see me. There's more to discuss, and we will do so. We'll see if *he* will agree to not see you? Nah, if you're doing it right, it has nothing to do with whether he agrees or not! If *you* don't agree to see him, it's end of story. Doesn't matter what he wants. No, this is not how true love operates. It does not destroy others' lives so it has room to flourish. On the contrary, it flourishes and in the process lifts up and shines on the lives of all those around it. I will tell you what it is, if it isn't love. It is two people who were living separate lives while deeply fearing truly intimate connections. This man had all the opportunity in the world to develop such an intimate connection within his own marriage, but he didn't because he feared it. Instead, he went running scared and into your arms, another person just like him. Because he feared it, or because it was denied to him? He tried to talk to her, and it did nothing. Rationalization. You're trying to idealize his motives again. And anyhow, I bet she's listening now. Thanks to you. Your affair with him was likely just the wake-up call she needed. You fear intimacy so much you've made a lifetime habit of getting involved only in relationships that are not possible. It's your way of getting all the benefits of a relationship that feels like love - all the swooning, song lyrics, romance - while ensuring one foot is perpetually planted firmly on the floor. These relationships of yours can never get too intimate, too scary, because they cannot possibly live in the real, day-to-day world. Not while the man is still married. No, my relationships cannot get too intimate because of the people with whom I choose to enter into them. I may be afraid, but I've stopped running. No, you haven't stopped running at all. You're still holding out for involvement with a man who 1) is currently not available; and 2) even if he left his wife, has proved he's incapable of intimacy. When things get too intimate, he flees. He did it throughout his marriage, by having affairs, and likely he's doing it now, escaping to see you when the going gets too hot at home. It may feel like intimacy, but it's not. Your relationship to date has not included physical day-to-day proximity, for one thing. You do not know this man like his wife does. You can't. You haven't slept beside him, night after night. You haven't washed his underwear. You haven't held him when he's sick. You haven't argued about who's going to get up in the middle of the night and bring a bottle to the baby. You haven't cooked him supper even though you're sick and tired of cooking his supper. You haven't picked up the newspapers he left on the bathroom floor. And, you haven't been there when his dad died. That last one actually has a lot of significance, I think. Losing a loved one is very often a major trigger for those who fear intimacy to go flying. Why? Because it makes you realize how fragile life is, how you could lose the person you love the most, the person who's your life-mate, the one you depend on. That's scary as hell. It is not uncommon at all for people to be vulnerable to infidelity when they have lost someone close to them, such as a parent or child. It's a way of putting distance between those they love the most, so the idea of losing that love isn't so scary. I suspect this man flew into your arms, 6 months after his dad died, because he loves his wife deeper than anyone in this world. I know it sounds completely counter-intuitive. I would even go so far as to say that the deeper he loves his wife, the greater his fear of losing her, and thus, the more he has deluded himself into thinking he has this awesome emotional connection with someone else. Because if he loves you, then he can't possibly love her quite so deeply. jen |
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"shinypenny" wrote in message
om... 5) With you, it's *different.* It's about *love.* And *emotions.* Not just sex. You are *special.* You are not like all those other women he slept with! And, see, the proof of it is that we were blessed with a bio-child neither one of us ever thought we could have!!!! That must mean we are meant to be!! Besides, lots of songwriters talk about this very thing, so it must be real. |
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dragonlady wrote:
Poly isn't always more than one family. Sometimes, it's one family, and each partner may have additional relationships -- but not with children. Sometimes it's a small group -- like a marriage of 3 or 4 people instead of 2. And, when you think about it, you're capable of loving more than one child; why not more than one partner? Nothing that the OP has stated has anything whatsoever to do with a poly relationship. That would mean that the scum that the OP was sleeping with had an open agreement with his wife, which he didn't according to all the accounts so far by this OP. In any case, this whole sub-thread of the poly relationship was a way for someone to throw off the suggestion that cheating is wrong. He is a cheater, plain and simple- a user who found someone willing to let herself be used because it suited her purpose. I am _very_ skeptical by nature and I have begun to wonder a few things, one of which is how much this woman saved by not having to go through a sperm donor and by getting pregnant in the fashion she did, qualifying for CS. Almost makes me wonder who was using whom? Or perhaps I've just read ASD for too long, I dunno. Cal~ |
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Paula wrote:
"sue" wrote in message ... Paula wrote: I'm actually going to reply to this one again ... I've looked back over the thread and see nothing from you except this post. I have no clue at whom you are angry ... but go take it out on them! I was one of several respondants who, much earlier in the thread, took issue with the fact that you didn't consider a lie of omission (not mentioning that he was married) to be a genuine lie. Ahh, I remember you know. We didn't mesh well the first time 'round, either. I don't believe anyone is angry at you, but I must say that after starting to read the thread again after dropping out for a while, it seems that you haven't made any progress--either in moving on with your life, or in getting people to validate your and his choices and excuses. I didn't say that anyone was angry with me ... I sensed anger in your post, and it doesn't seem seated in my situation. My comment was just that you should direct it at whoever "owns" it rather than me. And although it may not seem like it to you, I am making progress. I neither want nor need validation ... I'm just searching for my own understanding. Paula But progress is defined by actions, not just words. What progress? |
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Joy wrote:
"Rupa Bose" wrote in message m... "Joy" wrote You would prefer listening to others say "never mind that he/she dumped you and left you and the kids financially screwed, too bad about you losing the house and your health insurance, but it isn't important, we can't condemn somebody for that, must be civilized you know"? That's assuming the original spouse got dumped. What about situations where the errant spouse has a continuing affair, but stays married so the spouse and children keep the house, share in the wealth, and stay on his health insurance? That's what OP's co-parent is probably after. My response above wasn't to the OP, or even about the OP, but rather to Marty Billingsley, who was talking about people he knew with happy marriages that started out as affairs. He went on to add about these folks: They are indeed lovely, wonderful people. Maybe folks around here are a bit more flexible in their outlook than people in calinda's circle. Affairs aren't condoned, but neither are adulterers shunned. The days of the scarlet letter are over, at least around here. IMO, implying that lovely, wonderful people should be "more flexible in their outlook" than people in calinda's circle came across as having rather a callous attitude toward the injured spouse - some of whom really and truly get screwed. Joy Of course, Joy. Evidently you, too, are falling behind the times. |
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shinypenny wrote:
"Paula" wrote in message ... (I think) I've really tried to not defend him, but maybe I should provide a little more information. He lost his father (to whom he was very close) to leukemia 6 months before we started talking. I have no idea how long he'd been trying to reconnect with his wife as a wife rather than as a mother, but I got the impression that it was a while. He did say that they'd had the conversation about what he needed more than a couple of times. He's at the right age to have had a mid-life crisis ... and considering the fact that the day we found out that I was pregnant with our daughter was their 15th anniversary, he may have had the "7 year itch" thing going on, too. I can't speak for his conflict prior to our weekend, but I can give an impression of after, and he was struggling and conflicted. The connection that we made was so strong and on so many levels, though. I don't know that either of us could have walked at that point. I would also like to say, though, that I, too, believe that this was not his first affair ... maybe the first with such an overwhelming emotional component, but not the first physical one. Hmm. So his pattern of infedility is forgiveable, in your opinion, because: 1) He was still reeling in grief; 2) He tried several times to fix his marriage, but his wife wouldn't cooperate; 3) He was having a mid-life crisis; 4) He was having a 7-year itch; and (drum rolls please) the biggie: 5) With you, it's *different.* It's about *love.* And *emotions.* Not just sex. You are *special.* You are not like all those other women he slept with! And, see, the proof of it is that we were blessed with a bio-child neither one of us ever thought we could have!!!! That must mean we are meant to be!! jen I think you really hit the nail on the head with the last one, Jen, but I seriously doubt Paula will ever admit to that. Because to do so would me *giving him up*. And that would be too hard. Admitedly, that would take some courage and conviction. |
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"Bill in Co." wrote in message
k.net... Paula wrote: "sue" wrote in message ... Paula wrote: I'm actually going to reply to this one again ... I've looked back over the thread and see nothing from you except this post. I have no clue at whom you are angry ... but go take it out on them! I was one of several respondants who, much earlier in the thread, took issue with the fact that you didn't consider a lie of omission (not mentioning that he was married) to be a genuine lie. Ahh, I remember you know. We didn't mesh well the first time 'round, either. I don't believe anyone is angry at you, but I must say that after starting to read the thread again after dropping out for a while, it seems that you haven't made any progress--either in moving on with your life, or in getting people to validate your and his choices and excuses. I didn't say that anyone was angry with me ... I sensed anger in your post, and it doesn't seem seated in my situation. My comment was just that you should direct it at whoever "owns" it rather than me. And although it may not seem like it to you, I am making progress. I neither want nor need validation ... I'm just searching for my own understanding. Paula But progress is defined by actions, not just words. What progress? Holy ****, I agree with you. |
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