19/f seeks advice and companionship

Hello,

I am not sure where else to post but due to a recent tragedy, I am now
the guardian/parent of my beautiful 10 year old sister. As you can
expect, this is a serious curve ball in my life. I was set to be in
college and now I am suddenly a parent and I totally don't know what I
am doing and though I work hard and get support its hard to pay for
the mortgage.

Anyway, what am I looking for? I dont know. Childcare, advice, a way
to go to college, parenting advice, father figure, etc and so on!

Now that I wrote that glowing portrait of my life I can also share
that I have about as little dating experience as i do parenting! LoL

But I am a nice person and I am considered to be attractive so maybe
someone can help and be there for me and help me find those things I
said.

Kathy