lonely mommy

thank you so much for your answers to me. it makes me feel not so alone to
know there's other parents out there with twins. people always say how
lucky I am and they wish they could have had twins and I think u have no
idea. it is really hard. I love all my babies very much but like u said they
can be very demanding. they fight
among each other all the time. I watched the show on TV nanny 911 and
thought I could really use her. I wish I could find time for myself but I
don't have anyone to watch them so we could go out to dinner or the movies.
I have been looking into pre schools in the area even for part time but I
have a hard time trusting people I don't know with them.I know I will get it
right soon I just get overwhelmed with it all. I feel like my babies are
competing for their mommies time and they aren't wining no one is thank u.
Dawn