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Bad day psycho babble deleted, it's been decided that we are not ready
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sorry
'Kate wrote: On 30 Dec 2005 04:16:32 -0800, "Bev" the following was posted in blue dry erase marker: Bad day psycho babble deleted, it's been decided that we are not ready for the family therapy to stop. Everything went POP! over the holiday break............ it happens.. I tried replying to your original post but when I did, I wrote, deleted, tried to write again and real life interfered... my daughter came over upset because her car was towed and the impound lot couldn't find it. We'll end up going to court over it because it was an illegal tow but meanwhile, she's going to be out nearly $300. That's an awful lot of money since she's not due to start her new job until after the 1st. Oh man that really stinks when stuff like that happens....reminds me of the time years ago I was in my 20's and the MV made a mistake with my registration and plates they did not match...I get pulled over and my car got impounded and towed and I got a ticket for fictitious plates! I went to court to fight it and the judge told me I should have checked the numbers between the two before I put the plates on and drove the car! Which may be the logical thing to do but I was sure early 20's and what did I know about life then.....I ended up having to pay over 200.00 for the tow and impound and also pay the freakin ticket for fictitious plates! Learned a hard lesson I did My driving record showed the fictitious plates as well! I hope things work out for her poor kid. Of course what you're going through belongs here. You're allowed to blow off steam or use the forum to think things over. Your feelings are important and it sounds like you are in a no-win situation all around... that's got to suck. The hardest part of being a single parent is feeling like there's no real support and nowhere to turn. Sometimes writing it all out helps... sometimes it doesn't. I hope it helped a little. Well thanks for making me feel welcome here with my super frustrating life issues! I did need to vent it out and luckily our family therapist called to check in the same day and I blabbled off to her and she decided she should drop by and kind of mediate the uproar. The baby was at her dads parents house my daughter was out with a friend, so Mari and I got the full session, gosh did that help! We managed to debate what the heck the real problems are and where I feel she has bailed on me , to find she feels helpless with my daughters situation and all she can do is work and make money to help me. I hate that we get no time and that I am a control freak and am feeling the loss of being in control of feeling secure. Ya know I kinda block out the fact that my daughter treats me really badly. I ended up accepting the treatment because as long as she is functioning better and I am not getting called into the police station or school it is a relief from the past horrors I have dealt with with her. This has made Mari feel helpless and she does not like the way I am being treated and when she gets involved I shut her out, although I know deep down she is right . Erin says that for the entirety of the relationship she feels my daughter has been all of our main focus and that although it should be a top priority so is our lives and we need to take that time or it will not work out . Well I see the points she makes, but taking that time seems impossible. I am having a hard time accepting her point of view on my daughter as well. She feels my daughter is taking advantage and she needs to be told to step up and help us or find somewhere else to live. Now you know how hard that is for me? I have this guilt that if anything happens to my daughter it is because I put her out, and she has these mental health issues that she seems to be able to do only what she wants to do.... I have seen her be able to function everywhere but here at home helping with the baby and the home etc. when I ask her to do more and help out she explodes into an angry foul mouthed rage , I don't like any of this and I want to continue to be involved with the baby as it is but my daughter is disrupting the household and making it innapropriate for this baby at times.She is refusing to take meds, and blows up when I try to say I think you should at least try an antidepressant med again.After the change to 50/50 joint custody the baby cries every time she has to go to her fathers house and it is breaking my heart. I am so stressed out by needing to control all this that the realisation that I can't makes me feel like a fish out of water. I just want to cry myself to sleep and wake up somewhere else. So I guess that is kinda it in a nutshell, by Mari escaping the turmoil in the household I feel she abandoned me, which is dumb cause she is what keeps the financial worries at bay.I probably resent that she can get out like she does through working 50-60 hours a week, but I also know she works with Autistic teenage boys and the stories I hear about a days work can be horrifying. I feel quilty about being resentful when I know I should be grateful . Then I have other issues going on with my step daughter and her 3 year old son, which I will post in another thread cause I could use some advice on a very touchy issue. Well at least I kinda am able to start thinking better than just ****ed off and hating the world , so I am back to a one day at a time mode for now. Thanks for the ear or should I say eye? Oh and by the way, I missed your Birthday wishes on the 21st, Happy belated ! I hope the day was nice for you. My nephew James Vincent was born at 6:05 p.m. 8lbs 9oz. 21 inches on your birthday ! smile Bev 'Kate |
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