Not good (m/c ment, X-posted)

I'm so sorry to here this I know how much you are looking forward to having
a little one. when its the right the time it will help.

Jennifer
Ariana 8/17/03

"Ilse Witch" wrote in message
news
Dear all,

Let me thank you first for all your prayers and good vibes, I have put
them to good use and am sticking to my chair with gluevibes, fruit juice
vibes and loads of other sticky vibes.

Unfortunately, things have definitely taken a turn for the worse:
yesterday I started cramping when I got home from work, and it was quite
obvious these were the typical come and go cramps I had with both previous
m/c. An hour later the bleeding started, but surprisingly it has stopped
since then. Nevertheless, I am pretty sure this is the beginning of the
end, and I will most likely not make it until next week's u/s.

Today I feel like this isn't really happening yet. At the moment I am
remarkably at peace with it, perhaps because I knew it was coming. Like
last two times the blow will probably not hit until the m/c is complete.
My eternal optimism doesn't allow me to think the worst until it has
actually happened... The cramping is on and off, but not really bad, so I
am at work today, trying to finish up some things I cannot let lie around.

As for why and how, I suspect this was another blighted ovum. Both my
feelings and all the evidence point in that direction, although only
another u/s could confirm it. When it is all over, we'll go and have some
testing done, but my gut feeling is this was just plain bad luck again.

So, BTDT BTTS, I know what's coming and am bracing myself. TIA for all
your good thoughts, I know many of you will be praying and thinking of me.
Don't worry too much if I don't show up here for another couple of days,
I'll be back for sure.

--
-- I
mommy to DS (22m)
mommy to two tiny angels (28 Oct 2003 & 17 Feb 2004)
guardian of DH (33)

(((((((((Ilse)))))))))))))) I'm so sorry, hun. God makes sure that time
heals all. You will be in my prayers.

Joyce
Mommy to Charles
"Ilse Witch" wrote in message
news
Dear all,

Let me thank you first for all your prayers and good vibes, I have put
them to good use and am sticking to my chair with gluevibes, fruit juice
vibes and loads of other sticky vibes.

Unfortunately, things have definitely taken a turn for the worse:
yesterday I started cramping when I got home from work, and it was quite
obvious these were the typical come and go cramps I had with both previous
m/c. An hour later the bleeding started, but surprisingly it has stopped
since then. Nevertheless, I am pretty sure this is the beginning of the
end, and I will most likely not make it until next week's u/s.

Today I feel like this isn't really happening yet. At the moment I am
remarkably at peace with it, perhaps because I knew it was coming. Like
last two times the blow will probably not hit until the m/c is complete.
My eternal optimism doesn't allow me to think the worst until it has
actually happened... The cramping is on and off, but not really bad, so I
am at work today, trying to finish up some things I cannot let lie around.

As for why and how, I suspect this was another blighted ovum. Both my
feelings and all the evidence point in that direction, although only
another u/s could confirm it. When it is all over, we'll go and have some
testing done, but my gut feeling is this was just plain bad luck again.

So, BTDT BTTS, I know what's coming and am bracing myself. TIA for all
your good thoughts, I know many of you will be praying and thinking of me.
Don't worry too much if I don't show up here for another couple of days,
I'll be back for sure.

--
-- I
mommy to DS (22m)
mommy to two tiny angels (28 Oct 2003 & 17 Feb 2004)
guardian of DH (33)

Oh, gosh Ilse. I'm so sorry.

--
JennP.

mom to Matthew 10/11/00
EDD #2 10/24/04
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"Ilse Witch" wrote in message
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Dear all,

Let me thank you first for all your prayers and good vibes, I have put
them to good use and am sticking to my chair with gluevibes, fruit juice
vibes and loads of other sticky vibes.

Unfortunately, things have definitely taken a turn for the worse:
yesterday I started cramping when I got home from work, and it was quite
obvious these were the typical come and go cramps I had with both previous
m/c. An hour later the bleeding started, but surprisingly it has stopped
since then. Nevertheless, I am pretty sure this is the beginning of the
end, and I will most likely not make it until next week's u/s.

Today I feel like this isn't really happening yet. At the moment I am
remarkably at peace with it, perhaps because I knew it was coming. Like
last two times the blow will probably not hit until the m/c is complete.
My eternal optimism doesn't allow me to think the worst until it has
actually happened... The cramping is on and off, but not really bad, so I
am at work today, trying to finish up some things I cannot let lie around.

As for why and how, I suspect this was another blighted ovum. Both my
feelings and all the evidence point in that direction, although only
another u/s could confirm it. When it is all over, we'll go and have some
testing done, but my gut feeling is this was just plain bad luck again.

So, BTDT BTTS, I know what's coming and am bracing myself. TIA for all
your good thoughts, I know many of you will be praying and thinking of me.
Don't worry too much if I don't show up here for another couple of days,
I'll be back for sure.

--
-- I
mommy to DS (22m)
mommy to two tiny angels (28 Oct 2003 & 17 Feb 2004)
guardian of DH (33)

Ilse Witch wrote:
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So, BTDT BTTS, I know what's coming and am bracing myself. TIA for all
your good thoughts, I know many of you will be praying and thinking
of me. Don't worry too much if I don't show up here for another
couple of days, I'll be back for sure.

I'm so sorry to hear this. I just want to cry for you. You deserve to have
this baby. I hope it is just a false alarm, and everything is okay.

Good luck ((hugs))

Ilse Witch wrote:

Dear all,

Let me thank you first for all your prayers and good vibes, I have put
them to good use and am sticking to my chair with gluevibes, fruit juice
vibes and loads of other sticky vibes.

Unfortunately, things have definitely taken a turn for the worse:


(( Oh love, I do feel for you. Im so sorry. {{{{{{{{{{{Ilse}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Sarah

"Ilse Witch"
As for why and how, I suspect this was another blighted ovum. Both my
feelings and all the evidence point in that direction, although only
another u/s could confirm it. When it is all over, we'll go and have some
testing done, but my gut feeling is this was just plain bad luck again.

So, BTDT BTTS, I know what's coming and am bracing myself. TIA for all
your good thoughts, I know many of you will be praying and thinking of me.
Don't worry too much if I don't show up here for another couple of days,
I'll be back for sure.

Oh {{{Ilse}}} this is so ****ing unfair! My heart goes out to you.
Marie -finding it hard to keep up with the ng lately but *had* to reply to
this.

I am so sorry for all you have had to go through. Try to take care of
yourself and remember you are in everyones thoughts and prayers

Lynn

((((((Ilse))))))
I'm so sorry...this is so unfair...
http://www.missfoundation.org has forums to discuss recurrent m/c and any
sort of child loss with women who've been through it themselves, and also
the stress of a subsequent pg after loss, something you also understand.
I'm going to keep hoping for you until you've had the u/s.

"Ilse Witch" wrote in message
news
Dear all,

Let me thank you first for all your prayers and good vibes, I have put
them to good use and am sticking to my chair with gluevibes, fruit juice
vibes and loads of other sticky vibes.

Unfortunately, things have definitely taken a turn for the worse:
yesterday I started cramping when I got home from work, and it was quite
obvious these were the typical come and go cramps I had with both previous
m/c. An hour later the bleeding started, but surprisingly it has stopped
since then. Nevertheless, I am pretty sure this is the beginning of the
end, and I will most likely not make it until next week's u/s.

Today I feel like this isn't really happening yet. At the moment I am
remarkably at peace with it, perhaps because I knew it was coming. Like
last two times the blow will probably not hit until the m/c is complete.
My eternal optimism doesn't allow me to think the worst until it has
actually happened... The cramping is on and off, but not really bad, so I
am at work today, trying to finish up some things I cannot let lie around.

As for why and how, I suspect this was another blighted ovum. Both my
feelings and all the evidence point in that direction, although only
another u/s could confirm it. When it is all over, we'll go and have some
testing done, but my gut feeling is this was just plain bad luck again.

So, BTDT BTTS, I know what's coming and am bracing myself. TIA for all
your good thoughts, I know many of you will be praying and thinking of me.
Don't worry too much if I don't show up here for another couple of days,
I'll be back for sure.

--
-- I
mommy to DS (22m)
mommy to two tiny angels (28 Oct 2003 & 17 Feb 2004)
guardian of DH (33)

(((((((Ilse)))))))))
so sorry to hear this.
Alissa
"Ilse Witch" wrote in message
news
Dear all,

Let me thank you first for all your prayers and good vibes, I have put
them to good use and am sticking to my chair with gluevibes, fruit juice
vibes and loads of other sticky vibes.

Unfortunately, things have definitely taken a turn for the worse:
yesterday I started cramping when I got home from work, and it was quite
obvious these were the typical come and go cramps I had with both previous
m/c. An hour later the bleeding started, but surprisingly it has stopped
since then. Nevertheless, I am pretty sure this is the beginning of the
end, and I will most likely not make it until next week's u/s.

Today I feel like this isn't really happening yet. At the moment I am
remarkably at peace with it, perhaps because I knew it was coming. Like
last two times the blow will probably not hit until the m/c is complete.
My eternal optimism doesn't allow me to think the worst until it has
actually happened... The cramping is on and off, but not really bad, so I
am at work today, trying to finish up some things I cannot let lie around.

As for why and how, I suspect this was another blighted ovum. Both my
feelings and all the evidence point in that direction, although only
another u/s could confirm it. When it is all over, we'll go and have some
testing done, but my gut feeling is this was just plain bad luck again.

So, BTDT BTTS, I know what's coming and am bracing myself. TIA for all
your good thoughts, I know many of you will be praying and thinking of me.
Don't worry too much if I don't show up here for another couple of days,
I'll be back for sure.

--
-- I
mommy to DS (22m)
mommy to two tiny angels (28 Oct 2003 & 17 Feb 2004)
guardian of DH (33)

I know how disappointing this is. Prayers are coming your way.


"Ilse Witch" wrote in message
news
Dear all,

Let me thank you first for all your prayers and good vibes, I have put
them to good use and am sticking to my chair with gluevibes, fruit juice
vibes and loads of other sticky vibes.

Unfortunately, things have definitely taken a turn for the worse:
yesterday I started cramping when I got home from work, and it was quite
obvious these were the typical come and go cramps I had with both previous
m/c. An hour later the bleeding started, but surprisingly it has stopped
since then. Nevertheless, I am pretty sure this is the beginning of the
end, and I will most likely not make it until next week's u/s.

Today I feel like this isn't really happening yet. At the moment I am
remarkably at peace with it, perhaps because I knew it was coming. Like
last two times the blow will probably not hit until the m/c is complete.
My eternal optimism doesn't allow me to think the worst until it has
actually happened... The cramping is on and off, but not really bad, so I
am at work today, trying to finish up some things I cannot let lie around.

As for why and how, I suspect this was another blighted ovum. Both my
feelings and all the evidence point in that direction, although only
another u/s could confirm it. When it is all over, we'll go and have some
testing done, but my gut feeling is this was just plain bad luck again.

So, BTDT BTTS, I know what's coming and am bracing myself. TIA for all
your good thoughts, I know many of you will be praying and thinking of me.
Don't worry too much if I don't show up here for another couple of days,
I'll be back for sure.

--
-- I
mommy to DS (22m)
mommy to two tiny angels (28 Oct 2003 & 17 Feb 2004)
guardian of DH (33)