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"Bebelestrnge0721" wrote in message ... Hello, I put together a few pictures if ya wanna see the baby Now if I did it right this will get you there So how is everybody ????? Bev http://community.webtv.net/bebelestrnge/JaimeGayle Isn't she a pet?!?!?!!? She also shares my sons Bday and almost dead on the money on the birth time as well 3:06 wierd huh? lol 17 years part them and Jaime is adorable |
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On Fri, 16 Apr 2004 10:31:19 -0500, 'Kate wrote:
On Fri, 16 Apr 2004 05:59:13 GMT, Cele On 14 Apr 2004 23:26:13 GMT, (Bebelestrnge0721) wrote: Hello, I put together a few pictures if ya wanna see the baby Now if I did it right this will get you there So how is everybody ????? I've decided to post, and post the truth. I like you, bebe, even though you won't have heard from me much, or know me. Meanwhile, in answer, I'm swamped. I'm reeling. I'm overwhelmed and I need a break. snip ((( Celia ))) You sure do need a break. What an intense, ongoing situation! Yuh. But then again, I guess I'm not the only one. I guess I'd better stay with the programme. Tonight she was ...sad. She feels sad. She has an FM system...it's like a hearing aid, but the teacher wears a microphone and what the teacher says is directly into her ear. Helps with auditory processing stuff...whatever. I can go on for hours on that stuff; I've actually been paid to do so. But anyway. What the teacher says into the mike, she hears. Teacher steps out of the room today, but forgets to turn off the mike. T....T's been dyslexic all her life. She's fighting an eating disorder, she's struggling with the aftermath of rape, she's coped with more in her sixteen years than most of us ever will. And she's *highly* sensitive to being called stupid...due to having been called stupid and bullied as stupid for years. Anyway. Teacher forgets to turn off the mike and reports to whoever he's talking to, in the hall, projected directly to T's ear...."I hate working with this class. It's a really slow class, they're just awful." Right after that, a supposed friend MSN'd her to tell her that she has too many 'problems' and her mother thinks I give her too much freedom and therefore doesn't want her to hang out with T. 'Course, the fact that T has never once been intoxicated or on drugs to my knowledge and has rescued this friend from both at least twice, once involving the friend's alcohol poisoning....the fact that T is terrified of sexual contact and the friend is sexually active and unprotected, and the fact that T talks to me about what is happening and phones me hourly when out with buddies at night ant the friend's mother clearly is terrified because her kid doesn't report in...none of that is taken into account....I told T that the friend's mother's opinion was probably rather more of a judgement on my parenting than on her as a person, and that the friend probably reports events a bit differently to her mother than with complete accuracy, and that while we were talking, I wonder if her friend and her mother were also talking, because T seems to turn to family for support and said friend seems to turn to other teens....anyway.... First she was mad. Then she was sad. Then she felt hopeless. Then we talked for ages....not that we hadn't been...she called me at work on her cell from the bathroom, and we talked then, and intermittently thereafter....after we talked this evening...she seemed to pick up a bit. I ...what do you do? The world sucks, sometimes. I told her facts. I told her that kids with dyslexia are more at risk for drug abuse, depression, suicide, dropping out, alcohol abuse, delinquency. Kids who are bullied are more at risk for all of the above, except, I think, delinquency. Kids with histories of violent sexual assault are more at risk for all of the above, but adding promiscuity. I said to her....you don't drink. You don't do drugs. You're not sexually active. You're still in school. You haven't broken any laws. Yeah, hell, sure, you've got problems. You've got an eating disorder and you're struggling with finding your way. Why in hell wouldn't you be? You're okay. You're going to win. You know what's not working and you're taking steps to fix it. You're showing commitment to your goals. You're talking to me, you're doing therapy voluntarily, and you're buying into the support that's on offer. And most of all, through everything, no matter what, no matter how awful it's been, you've NEVER been deliberately cruel. Even at y our very worst times, you always stuck up for the underdog. I listed specific examples. I said....you never lost sight of you. These other things...these are things you can fix. They're things you can get on top of. But you...you haven't lost you. She heard me, some. She felt better, some. It was my mother's birthday and she got into bringing the cake and the gift and all. But oh, how she needs a break. And me too. I'm tired. I'm running out of steam. But you know, all of the things that have happened to me....that everyone says...wow, that's awful...stuff like that...all of it except losing the house to the mill strike, has happened to T. And believe me, she was party to the stress when I lost the house. So if I'm having a hard time, and I'm 45.5, and she's been through all the same things, and she's 16, why in hell wouldn't she be having a hard time? So yeah. We're getting tired. But as long as she's standing, I'm standing, you know? D and her partner M are looking for work. T is ****y because my parents bought D a beater to help. Sadly, the fact that my parents spent the same amount on T's hearing aid doesn't make it all okay in her mind. She seems to think a car is cool and a hearing aid is not. Then again, D thinks it sucks that I buy T summer clothes but not D, who graduated two years ago. D feels that it's not her fault she graduated at 16 and her peers are supported until they graduate, usually at 18. Was that the rule? If so, I was gypped. Once I started working, I had to buy or make my own clothing and provide for my personal needs. Food and shelter were just about all I could expect. Heh. Yeah, actually, almost everyone I know did things that way. But I had this sense that once they got a job, if I took away their paltry little allowance, it was kind of penalizing them for working. So I didn't. However, their allowances were expected to cover *everything* optional, and there were *no* extras...they paid for their own movies, treats, trips with buddies, whatever. One of the things that affects the clothing and personal effects issue is child support. My children's father pays fair child support, which I believe is entirely to be spent on them. So things like clothing and personal effects, were a part of that. I always felt that it was very important that there be no doubt his money went to his children. And I'm sure that affected some of my decisions. In our agreement, CS ends when they turn 19 or when they graduate from their undergrad degree 4 years or fewer from HS grad, whichever comes first. I don't like that much, now I'm there, because it kind of penalises the kid who can't go on due to various issues, but fortunately it doesn't matter, because he's not the kind of guy to do that, and that kid will get supported emotionally and financially as needed to get on her feet as well, from both him and me, so it's not personally an issue. But it could be, if parents were into using kids as weapons and all that. Geez, am I digressing. Somebody smack me. Sheesh. I myself am currently deeply empathising with the ostrich, whose belief that hiding one's head in the sand erases all problems is seductive, if unreal. I am heartened to recognise that I no longer weigh my concerns in terms of my children's survival, mostly. Now I can mostly think mental health. Not a huge step, I know, but I reassure myself that the Dalai Lama would understand. [he's in town this week and I would love to've seen him, but buggered if I could've afforded a ticket]. That's a big step, not to be belittled.... going from survival to looking ahead. Yeah. Tonight, though, she needed lots of reminders that there's a future, it's better, and she's equal to it. But we'll make it. She's so strong. That strength...I wonder what she'd've done with it if she *hadn't* gone through all this crap. Then again, maybe it'll eventually be what galvanises her to more. Who knows? Our GP, who is wonderful, has a 15 month old. She told me recently that ....****, she put it more politically than this, but the concept was, that when she gets complacent she thinks about me and it scares the crap out of her and keeps her humble. LOL... damn. Sorry to hear that. It's tough being the yardstick of crap in other's lives. Who are they going to use when you're life eases up? Oh wait a sec... who cares? :-) I just loved this. When I read that, I laughed right out loud. Who cares is starting to be a bit of a mantra in my mind, on some topics. Who does, actually, care? LOL Great. I'm the 'before' picture. The 'where you don't want to go' picture. Me, I'm the 'oh ****' picture. Except, there are so many of us unretouched photos out there. Great analogy. We don't get to pick the stuff that happens to us... not all the time. We have been charged with making good come from it - if that's at all possible. Ah hell, mostly, I guess it is. But it's damned hard work and it surely does get old. Okay, I'll shut up now. Things here suck, as always, we continue to hope, as always, and we plan on ruling the world as always. I continue to overanalyse for my own sanity and survival. Seems to work for me, if not for others. T continues to ....be T. Continues to survive. D continues to challenge all comers. My stepdad continues to stand as silent sentinel in support and my mother continues to offer ongoing commentary, occasionally welcome, largely not. I continue to pay my bills late and get parking tickets at Children's Hospital. Two this week. I've got to start remembering to read the goddamned signs. We all continue to learn and survive. May all of us here, And keep me away from the white zinfandel, at all costs. Or this kind of rambling could get habitual. Cele Nah... I enjoy your ramblings. They're always insightful and inciteful. :-) Heh. :-) I guess that a lot of what you wrote hits home. Things are not always as good as I'd like but maybe they're as good as they can be for now. Yeah. I think that's where I'm at. We're holding our own. Barely. Tenuous grasp. But we are. And, trite as it may be, you'll know what I mean when I mention...where there's life, there's hope.... It's hard to look back at the painful times of our own lives and our children's. It's easier to avoid it. But without some reference... how do we know whether there's been improvement and progress? And without knowing that, how is it possible to hope? Have faith? Survive? Absolutely. Just tonight, in talking with T....I said...you feel bad..you feel like you're not getting anywhere...but think where you were a year ago. Where were you two years ago? Under the hospital sink. Certainly not in school. Where were you three years ago? You hadn't even disclosed. You hadn't even started on the path to healing. Now, you're right down to the last big ones...you've sought help for what you know isn't working...you're in the process of getting that help...we have a plan in place, we know where we're going and we know it's a good plan. You're going to make it, because, you've made it so far. And she could hear me. It's the memories that make today seem so much better. The snapshot would suck, but the context does help. You've already accomplished most because you're looking ahead again and not so much behind. And you know I get the same way.. I avoid looking back. I'd rather it not be there but without risking a look behind, the present would be much sadder. Oh yeah. Ah well... such is life. And we soldier on. Because we can, but also, because we choose to. Because it's better to choose to, than to choose not to. Much, much better. And it matters, that we make that choice. I do believe it matters. Be well Kate. Talk to you soon. Cele |
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On Fri, 16 Apr 2004 12:41:51 -0400, "Tiffany"
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On Mon, 19 Apr 2004 13:04:13 GMT, lm
wrote: On Fri, 16 Apr 2004 05:59:13 GMT, Cele wrote: [snip] I myself am currently deeply empathising with the ostrich, whose belief that hiding one's head in the sand erases all problems is seductive, if unreal. You may empathize with the ostrich, but if your posts are any indication, you'll never be like him. You're too wise and strong for that. (Bet you're tired of being told how strong you are!) Nowhere near wise and strong enough, though. But I do appreciate the vote of confidence. I know I won't run and hide, because if I was going to, I'd've surely done it by now. [wry smile] Great. I'm the 'before' picture. The 'where you don't want to go' picture. Me, I'm the 'oh ****' picture. Except, there are so many of us unretouched photos out there. Ain't that the truth. And if it's any consolation at all, your children's resentments and blaming would be happening with or without the traumas you've all suffered. You're the mom, Cele -- don't you know by now that it's *all* your fault! :-) Yeah, I know you're right. Kids always do that, don't they? Maybe not always, but more than often. LOL Good reality check. Thanks. :-) We all continue to learn and survive. May all of us here, I hope the programs at Children's are helpful for your daughter. I know that improvements for T mean improvements for C, so I do hope the parking tickets pay off. :-) Heh. I'm the ticket queen! If I don't pay 'em within seven days they, like, triple in cost. And of course, I can't pay 'em in seven days due to my having gone to got D and having driven around a corner int he middle of the night on the Alaska Highway, into a boulder, which took out both right tires. As a result, I had to go backwards 130 km with a friendly semi driver, pay astronomical callout fees, buy two new tires, get back to the car, replace the bloody tires in the middle of the small hours, and carry on, totalling an extra $400, which is pretty much the end of the emergency cash, and so...oh, you get the picture. And keep me away from the white zinfandel, at all costs. Or this kind of rambling could get habitual. I wish pot were legal, myself. Has a much nicer emotional effect, with no hangover. Heh, Today, which is my mother's birthday, and also, [ahem] Hitler's birthday, is 4/20, which, for those of you not currently either a teen or raising one or recently having been one, is also ...something like, International Marijuana Day...or something....LMAO....I figure...having just spent a week in hospital with T while she got her appendix out unexpectedly, it's not weed that's the big threat. But lordy lordy, if they ever put that demerol into six packs in the liquour store.....you can all give up on me now. Heh. Take care. Cele |
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You know Cele, every time I read one of your posts I realize how fortunate I
am, and how trivial the problem I have with my 14 y.o. are. I don't think I could come close to handling all the issues you are. Hang in there. "Cele" wrote in message ... On Fri, 16 Apr 2004 10:31:19 -0500, 'Kate wrote: On Fri, 16 Apr 2004 05:59:13 GMT, Cele On 14 Apr 2004 23:26:13 GMT, (Bebelestrnge0721) wrote: Hello, I put together a few pictures if ya wanna see the baby Now if I did it right this will get you there So how is everybody ????? I've decided to post, and post the truth. I like you, bebe, even though you won't have heard from me much, or know me. Meanwhile, in answer, I'm swamped. I'm reeling. I'm overwhelmed and I need a break. snip ((( Celia ))) You sure do need a break. What an intense, ongoing situation! Yuh. But then again, I guess I'm not the only one. I guess I'd better stay with the programme. Tonight she was ...sad. She feels sad. She has an FM system...it's like a hearing aid, but the teacher wears a microphone and what the teacher says is directly into her ear. Helps with auditory processing stuff...whatever. I can go on for hours on that stuff; I've actually been paid to do so. But anyway. What the teacher says into the mike, she hears. Teacher steps out of the room today, but forgets to turn off the mike. T....T's been dyslexic all her life. She's fighting an eating disorder, she's struggling with the aftermath of rape, she's coped with more in her sixteen years than most of us ever will. And she's *highly* sensitive to being called stupid...due to having been called stupid and bullied as stupid for years. Anyway. Teacher forgets to turn off the mike and reports to whoever he's talking to, in the hall, projected directly to T's ear...."I hate working with this class. It's a really slow class, they're just awful." Right after that, a supposed friend MSN'd her to tell her that she has too many 'problems' and her mother thinks I give her too much freedom and therefore doesn't want her to hang out with T. 'Course, the fact that T has never once been intoxicated or on drugs to my knowledge and has rescued this friend from both at least twice, once involving the friend's alcohol poisoning....the fact that T is terrified of sexual contact and the friend is sexually active and unprotected, and the fact that T talks to me about what is happening and phones me hourly when out with buddies at night ant the friend's mother clearly is terrified because her kid doesn't report in...none of that is taken into account....I told T that the friend's mother's opinion was probably rather more of a judgement on my parenting than on her as a person, and that the friend probably reports events a bit differently to her mother than with complete accuracy, and that while we were talking, I wonder if her friend and her mother were also talking, because T seems to turn to family for support and said friend seems to turn to other teens....anyway.... First she was mad. Then she was sad. Then she felt hopeless. Then we talked for ages....not that we hadn't been...she called me at work on her cell from the bathroom, and we talked then, and intermittently thereafter....after we talked this evening...she seemed to pick up a bit. I ...what do you do? The world sucks, sometimes. I told her facts. I told her that kids with dyslexia are more at risk for drug abuse, depression, suicide, dropping out, alcohol abuse, delinquency. Kids who are bullied are more at risk for all of the above, except, I think, delinquency. Kids with histories of violent sexual assault are more at risk for all of the above, but adding promiscuity. I said to her....you don't drink. You don't do drugs. You're not sexually active. You're still in school. You haven't broken any laws. Yeah, hell, sure, you've got problems. You've got an eating disorder and you're struggling with finding your way. Why in hell wouldn't you be? You're okay. You're going to win. You know what's not working and you're taking steps to fix it. You're showing commitment to your goals. You're talking to me, you're doing therapy voluntarily, and you're buying into the support that's on offer. And most of all, through everything, no matter what, no matter how awful it's been, you've NEVER been deliberately cruel. Even at y our very worst times, you always stuck up for the underdog. I listed specific examples. I said....you never lost sight of you. These other things...these are things you can fix. They're things you can get on top of. But you...you haven't lost you. She heard me, some. She felt better, some. It was my mother's birthday and she got into bringing the cake and the gift and all. But oh, how she needs a break. And me too. I'm tired. I'm running out of steam. But you know, all of the things that have happened to me....that everyone says...wow, that's awful...stuff like that...all of it except losing the house to the mill strike, has happened to T. And believe me, she was party to the stress when I lost the house. So if I'm having a hard time, and I'm 45.5, and she's been through all the same things, and she's 16, why in hell wouldn't she be having a hard time? So yeah. We're getting tired. But as long as she's standing, I'm standing, you know? D and her partner M are looking for work. T is ****y because my parents bought D a beater to help. Sadly, the fact that my parents spent the same amount on T's hearing aid doesn't make it all okay in her mind. She seems to think a car is cool and a hearing aid is not. Then again, D thinks it sucks that I buy T summer clothes but not D, who graduated two years ago. D feels that it's not her fault she graduated at 16 and her peers are supported until they graduate, usually at 18. Was that the rule? If so, I was gypped. Once I started working, I had to buy or make my own clothing and provide for my personal needs. Food and shelter were just about all I could expect. Heh. Yeah, actually, almost everyone I know did things that way. But I had this sense that once they got a job, if I took away their paltry little allowance, it was kind of penalizing them for working. So I didn't. However, their allowances were expected to cover *everything* optional, and there were *no* extras...they paid for their own movies, treats, trips with buddies, whatever. One of the things that affects the clothing and personal effects issue is child support. My children's father pays fair child support, which I believe is entirely to be spent on them. So things like clothing and personal effects, were a part of that. I always felt that it was very important that there be no doubt his money went to his children. And I'm sure that affected some of my decisions. In our agreement, CS ends when they turn 19 or when they graduate from their undergrad degree 4 years or fewer from HS grad, whichever comes first. I don't like that much, now I'm there, because it kind of penalises the kid who can't go on due to various issues, but fortunately it doesn't matter, because he's not the kind of guy to do that, and that kid will get supported emotionally and financially as needed to get on her feet as well, from both him and me, so it's not personally an issue. But it could be, if parents were into using kids as weapons and all that. Geez, am I digressing. Somebody smack me. Sheesh. I myself am currently deeply empathising with the ostrich, whose belief that hiding one's head in the sand erases all problems is seductive, if unreal. I am heartened to recognise that I no longer weigh my concerns in terms of my children's survival, mostly. Now I can mostly think mental health. Not a huge step, I know, but I reassure myself that the Dalai Lama would understand. [he's in town this week and I would love to've seen him, but buggered if I could've afforded a ticket]. That's a big step, not to be belittled.... going from survival to looking ahead. Yeah. Tonight, though, she needed lots of reminders that there's a future, it's better, and she's equal to it. But we'll make it. She's so strong. That strength...I wonder what she'd've done with it if she *hadn't* gone through all this crap. Then again, maybe it'll eventually be what galvanises her to more. Who knows? Our GP, who is wonderful, has a 15 month old. She told me recently that ....****, she put it more politically than this, but the concept was, that when she gets complacent she thinks about me and it scares the crap out of her and keeps her humble. LOL... damn. Sorry to hear that. It's tough being the yardstick of crap in other's lives. Who are they going to use when you're life eases up? Oh wait a sec... who cares? :-) I just loved this. When I read that, I laughed right out loud. Who cares is starting to be a bit of a mantra in my mind, on some topics. Who does, actually, care? LOL Great. I'm the 'before' picture. The 'where you don't want to go' picture. Me, I'm the 'oh ****' picture. Except, there are so many of us unretouched photos out there. Great analogy. We don't get to pick the stuff that happens to us... not all the time. We have been charged with making good come from it - if that's at all possible. Ah hell, mostly, I guess it is. But it's damned hard work and it surely does get old. Okay, I'll shut up now. Things here suck, as always, we continue to hope, as always, and we plan on ruling the world as always. I continue to overanalyse for my own sanity and survival. Seems to work for me, if not for others. T continues to ....be T. Continues to survive. D continues to challenge all comers. My stepdad continues to stand as silent sentinel in support and my mother continues to offer ongoing commentary, occasionally welcome, largely not. I continue to pay my bills late and get parking tickets at Children's Hospital. Two this week. I've got to start remembering to read the goddamned signs. We all continue to learn and survive. May all of us here, And keep me away from the white zinfandel, at all costs. Or this kind of rambling could get habitual. Cele Nah... I enjoy your ramblings. They're always insightful and inciteful. :-) Heh. :-) I guess that a lot of what you wrote hits home. Things are not always as good as I'd like but maybe they're as good as they can be for now. Yeah. I think that's where I'm at. We're holding our own. Barely. Tenuous grasp. But we are. And, trite as it may be, you'll know what I mean when I mention...where there's life, there's hope.... It's hard to look back at the painful times of our own lives and our children's. It's easier to avoid it. But without some reference... how do we know whether there's been improvement and progress? And without knowing that, how is it possible to hope? Have faith? Survive? Absolutely. Just tonight, in talking with T....I said...you feel bad..you feel like you're not getting anywhere...but think where you were a year ago. Where were you two years ago? Under the hospital sink. Certainly not in school. Where were you three years ago? You hadn't even disclosed. You hadn't even started on the path to healing. Now, you're right down to the last big ones...you've sought help for what you know isn't working...you're in the process of getting that help...we have a plan in place, we know where we're going and we know it's a good plan. You're going to make it, because, you've made it so far. And she could hear me. It's the memories that make today seem so much better. The snapshot would suck, but the context does help. You've already accomplished most because you're looking ahead again and not so much behind. And you know I get the same way.. I avoid looking back. I'd rather it not be there but without risking a look behind, the present would be much sadder. Oh yeah. Ah well... such is life. And we soldier on. Because we can, but also, because we choose to. Because it's better to choose to, than to choose not to. Much, much better. And it matters, that we make that choice. I do believe it matters. Be well Kate. Talk to you soon. Cele |
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On Wed, 21 Apr 2004 09:10:26 -0400, "P.Fritz"
wrote: You know Cele, every time I read one of your posts I realize how fortunate I am, and how trivial the problem I have with my 14 y.o. are. I don't think I could come close to handling all the issues you are. Hang in there. Thankyou, Paul. I really appreciate those words. If anyone had asked me, 'before', if I could've done it, I'd never've thought I could either. But here we are. And hey! Today we have good news! Which warrants its own post, so read on! Thanks again, Paul. Be well. Cele |
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"Cele" wrote in message
... On Wed, 21 Apr 2004 09:10:26 -0400, "P.Fritz" wrote: You know Cele, every time I read one of your posts I realize how fortunate I am, and how trivial the problem I have with my 14 y.o. are. I don't think I could come close to handling all the issues you are. Hang in there. Thankyou, Paul. I really appreciate those words. If anyone had asked me, 'before', if I could've done it, I'd never've thought I could either. But here we are. I tend to reply to folks who ask how I have managed to deal with everything that has happened in my life over the last ten years or so that nobody gave me the choice so I simply *had* to find a way or give up. And hey! Today we have good news! Which warrants its own post, so read on! Indeed it did. :-) -- Paul Griffiths |
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On Thu, 22 Apr 2004 21:28:53 +0100, "Paul Griffiths"
wrote: "Cele" wrote in message .. . On Wed, 21 Apr 2004 09:10:26 -0400, "P.Fritz" wrote: You know Cele, every time I read one of your posts I realize how fortunate I am, and how trivial the problem I have with my 14 y.o. are. I don't think I could come close to handling all the issues you are. Hang in there. Thankyou, Paul. I really appreciate those words. If anyone had asked me, 'before', if I could've done it, I'd never've thought I could either. But here we are. I tend to reply to folks who ask how I have managed to deal with everything that has happened in my life over the last ten years or so that nobody gave me the choice so I simply *had* to find a way or give up. This is true, huh? You just do what has to be done. What else is there? And hey! Today we have good news! Which warrants its own post, so read on! Indeed it did. :-) [g] How's it going, Paul? Cele |
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"Cele" wrote in message
... On Thu, 22 Apr 2004 21:28:53 +0100, "Paul Griffiths" wrote: "Cele" wrote in message .. . If anyone had asked me, 'before', if I could've done it, I'd never've thought I could either. But here we are. I tend to reply to folks who ask how I have managed to deal with everything that has happened in my life over the last ten years or so that nobody gave me the choice so I simply *had* to find a way or give up. This is true, huh? You just do what has to be done. What else is there? Well some people *do* give up, in various ways, but that wouldn't work for me. Not knocking it, of course, 'cos we're all different. And hey! Today we have good news! Which warrants its own post, so read on! Indeed it did. :-) [g] How's it going, Paul? Not too bad really. I'm currently doing three different jobs and also trying to run the business that a friend and I started last year. Far too much driving for my liking and not enough time in the day to do everything I need, much less want, to do. That said, there's food on the table and occasionally money in the bank so no real grumbles from me. Pete's seems to be doing fine physically, in school and out and I'm basically okay. Tired most of the time, of course, but I have a feeling you know how that works. :-) The Masters fizzled out 'cos I ran out of time so I ended up with a Diploma instead. Not ideal but I was really only doing it "for me" so I can live with that. It's also one less thing on my to-do list, which is never a bad thing. :-) Overall we're getting along quite well with no major hassles but no big plans in store either, except maybe for a decent holiday this Summer if we can arrange it. -- Paul Griffiths |
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