Not good (m/c ment, X-posted)

Dear all,

Let me thank you first for all your prayers and good vibes, I have put
them to good use and am sticking to my chair with gluevibes, fruit juice
vibes and loads of other sticky vibes.

Unfortunately, things have definitely taken a turn for the worse:
yesterday I started cramping when I got home from work, and it was quite
obvious these were the typical come and go cramps I had with both previous
m/c. An hour later the bleeding started, but surprisingly it has stopped
since then. Nevertheless, I am pretty sure this is the beginning of the
end, and I will most likely not make it until next week's u/s.

Today I feel like this isn't really happening yet. At the moment I am
remarkably at peace with it, perhaps because I knew it was coming. Like
last two times the blow will probably not hit until the m/c is complete.
My eternal optimism doesn't allow me to think the worst until it has
actually happened... The cramping is on and off, but not really bad, so I
am at work today, trying to finish up some things I cannot let lie around.

As for why and how, I suspect this was another blighted ovum. Both my
feelings and all the evidence point in that direction, although only
another u/s could confirm it. When it is all over, we'll go and have some
testing done, but my gut feeling is this was just plain bad luck again.

So, BTDT BTTS, I know what's coming and am bracing myself. TIA for all
your good thoughts, I know many of you will be praying and thinking of me.
Don't worry too much if I don't show up here for another couple of days,
I'll be back for sure.

--
-- I
mommy to DS (22m)
mommy to two tiny angels (28 Oct 2003 & 17 Feb 2004)
guardian of DH (33)

Ilse Witch wrote in message
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Dear all,

Let me thank you first for all your prayers and good vibes, I have put
them to good use and am sticking to my chair with gluevibes, fruit juice
vibes and loads of other sticky vibes.

Unfortunately, things have definitely taken a turn for the worse:
yesterday I started cramping when I got home from work, and it was quite
obvious these were the typical come and go cramps I had with both previous
m/c. An hour later the bleeding started, but surprisingly it has stopped
since then. Nevertheless, I am pretty sure this is the beginning of the
end, and I will most likely not make it until next week's u/s.
((Hugs))
Sorry
Debbie

I'm so sorry...

"Ilse Witch" wrote in message
news
Dear all,

Let me thank you first for all your prayers and good vibes, I have put
them to good use and am sticking to my chair with gluevibes, fruit juice
vibes and loads of other sticky vibes.

Unfortunately, things have definitely taken a turn for the worse:
yesterday I started cramping when I got home from work, and it was quite
obvious these were the typical come and go cramps I had with both previous
m/c. An hour later the bleeding started, but surprisingly it has stopped
since then. Nevertheless, I am pretty sure this is the beginning of the
end, and I will most likely not make it until next week's u/s.

Today I feel like this isn't really happening yet. At the moment I am
remarkably at peace with it, perhaps because I knew it was coming. Like
last two times the blow will probably not hit until the m/c is complete.
My eternal optimism doesn't allow me to think the worst until it has
actually happened... The cramping is on and off, but not really bad, so I
am at work today, trying to finish up some things I cannot let lie around.

As for why and how, I suspect this was another blighted ovum. Both my
feelings and all the evidence point in that direction, although only
another u/s could confirm it. When it is all over, we'll go and have some
testing done, but my gut feeling is this was just plain bad luck again.

So, BTDT BTTS, I know what's coming and am bracing myself. TIA for all
your good thoughts, I know many of you will be praying and thinking of me.
Don't worry too much if I don't show up here for another couple of days,
I'll be back for sure.

--
-- I
mommy to DS (22m)
mommy to two tiny angels (28 Oct 2003 & 17 Feb 2004)
guardian of DH (33)

Please accept my condolences Ilse...


"Ilse Witch" wrote in message
news
Dear all,

Let me thank you first for all your prayers and good vibes, I have put
them to good use and am sticking to my chair with gluevibes, fruit juice
vibes and loads of other sticky vibes.

Unfortunately, things have definitely taken a turn for the worse:
yesterday I started cramping when I got home from work, and it was quite
obvious these were the typical come and go cramps I had with both previous
m/c. An hour later the bleeding started, but surprisingly it has stopped
since then. Nevertheless, I am pretty sure this is the beginning of the
end, and I will most likely not make it until next week's u/s.

Today I feel like this isn't really happening yet. At the moment I am
remarkably at peace with it, perhaps because I knew it was coming. Like
last two times the blow will probably not hit until the m/c is complete.
My eternal optimism doesn't allow me to think the worst until it has
actually happened... The cramping is on and off, but not really bad, so I
am at work today, trying to finish up some things I cannot let lie around.

As for why and how, I suspect this was another blighted ovum. Both my
feelings and all the evidence point in that direction, although only
another u/s could confirm it. When it is all over, we'll go and have some
testing done, but my gut feeling is this was just plain bad luck again.

So, BTDT BTTS, I know what's coming and am bracing myself. TIA for all
your good thoughts, I know many of you will be praying and thinking of me.
Don't worry too much if I don't show up here for another couple of days,
I'll be back for sure.

--
-- I
mommy to DS (22m)
mommy to two tiny angels (28 Oct 2003 & 17 Feb 2004)
guardian of DH (33)

Ilse Witch wrote:
Dear all,

Let me thank you first for all your prayers and good vibes, I have put
them to good use and am sticking to my chair with gluevibes, fruit juice
vibes and loads of other sticky vibes.

I'm very sorry to hear this news and wish you hope and comfort in the
weeks ahead

I'm so, so sorry, Ilse. :-(

Leslie

Ilse Witch wrote:
So, BTDT BTTS, I know what's coming and am bracing myself. TIA for
all your good thoughts, I know many of you will be praying and
thinking of me. Don't worry too much if I don't show up here for
another couple of days, I'll be back for sure.

So sorry, Ilse. Take care of yourself.
--
Be well, Barbara
Mom to Sin (Vernon, 2), Misery (Aurora, 4), and the Rising Son (Julian, 6)

Aurora (in the bathroom with her dad)--"It looks like an elephant, Daddy."
Me (later)--"You should feel flattered."

All opinions expressed in this post are well-reasoned and insightful.
Needless to say, they are not those of my Internet Service Provider, its
other subscribers or lackeys. Anyone who says otherwise is itchin' for a
fight. -- with apologies to Michael Feldman

(((((((((((Ilse))))))))))) I am so sorry that this journey has become so
difficult for you. Sending healing vibes your way.......

--

Jenn
-DS Feb'92
-DD Feb'97
-35 weeks!

Ilse Witch wrote:

Dear all,

Let me thank you first for all your prayers and good vibes, I have put
them to good use and am sticking to my chair with gluevibes, fruit juice
vibes and loads of other sticky vibes.

Unfortunately, things have definitely taken a turn for the worse:
yesterday I started cramping when I got home from work, and it was quite
obvious these were the typical come and go cramps I had with both previous
m/c. An hour later the bleeding started, but surprisingly it has stopped
since then. Nevertheless, I am pretty sure this is the beginning of the
end, and I will most likely not make it until next week's u/s.

I'm really sorry Ilse.

Mary

Ilse I'm so sorry ((((Ilse)))

--
~Froggy~
Were ever you go there you are!
"Ilse Witch" wrote in message
news
Dear all,

Let me thank you first for all your prayers and good vibes, I have put
them to good use and am sticking to my chair with gluevibes, fruit juice
vibes and loads of other sticky vibes.

Unfortunately, things have definitely taken a turn for the worse:
yesterday I started cramping when I got home from work, and it was quite
obvious these were the typical come and go cramps I had with both previous
m/c. An hour later the bleeding started, but surprisingly it has stopped
since then. Nevertheless, I am pretty sure this is the beginning of the
end, and I will most likely not make it until next week's u/s.

Today I feel like this isn't really happening yet. At the moment I am
remarkably at peace with it, perhaps because I knew it was coming. Like
last two times the blow will probably not hit until the m/c is complete.
My eternal optimism doesn't allow me to think the worst until it has
actually happened... The cramping is on and off, but not really bad, so I
am at work today, trying to finish up some things I cannot let lie around.

As for why and how, I suspect this was another blighted ovum. Both my
feelings and all the evidence point in that direction, although only
another u/s could confirm it. When it is all over, we'll go and have some
testing done, but my gut feeling is this was just plain bad luck again.

So, BTDT BTTS, I know what's coming and am bracing myself. TIA for all
your good thoughts, I know many of you will be praying and thinking of me.
Don't worry too much if I don't show up here for another couple of days,
I'll be back for sure.

--
-- I
mommy to DS (22m)
mommy to two tiny angels (28 Oct 2003 & 17 Feb 2004)
guardian of DH (33)