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Emily's birth story (late)
All the birth stories on this newsgroup helped me tremendously while I was
pregnant. I'll share mine, in hopes that it might help someone else. There are not enough words in our language to describe what it was like bringing Emily into the world. Hopefully I've been able to give a bit of the flavor of it to anyone who may be interested. The bloody show that started on Sunday May 23rd brought with it more frequent Braxton- Hicks contractions, but still nothing coordinated or consistent. I called the midwife on Monday, who assured me it was all normal, and meant nothing about when I was going to have the baby. I probably shouldn't have asked - I think it influenced what she told us later! But I am getting ahead of myself. Monday night DH and I had to run a few errands. It was on one of those errands that I felt my first, slightly different contraction - like a very sudden and very powerful menstrual cramp. Hm. I wasn't sure - it might have been indigestion, after all. I said nothing to DH. When we got back to our hotel room, I started idly noting the times of my contractions again, and noticed pretty quickly that they were becoming much more consistent - 7 to 20 minutes apart. Hm. At this point (about 9:00 pm) I mentioned to DH that things seemed to be changing a bit, although we knew from our childbirth class that this stage was likely to go on for a long time. Still, he made sure our bags were organized, and right by the door so we could grab them without thinking. At 10:00, he took over timing my contractions. 3-6 minutes, and some of them were getting interesting. The birthing center had told us to call when I couldn't talk though a contraction and they'd been 2-5 minutes apart for an hour. I couldn't talk through them, but it had nothing to do with pain - I just felt the need to focus while they were happening. I could communicate, if necessary; but it required effort. DH, being no dope, called the midwife at about 11:30. Perhaps because I'd asked about the bloody show earlier in the day she was reluctant to tell us to come in; she said they'd probably have to send us back. DH said (and thank heaven for the man's persistence!) that was just fine; but we were coming in NOW and they could check. It was an hour's drive to the birthing center. I still wasn't in real pain, although the contractions had taken on a real all-encompassing quality. I felt tired, and fairly relaxed; although I tended to communicate in single words. When we got to the birthing center I was beginning to get a little uncomfortable. They brought me into the examining room and put me on the table - and let me tell you, lying flat was NOT making me happy. That was the first real pain of the night. The second was the cervical exam. They were pretty shocked - I was 5-6 cm already! (I guess I shouldn't have been so calm. Of course, that passed pretty quickly.) I'd elected to take the antibiotics for GBS (I was positive), so they put in the hep lock and told me they'd give me the IV in the tub. At this point it was about 12:45. As they were filling the tub, DH helped me get undressed - one of my only clear memories of the night was him taking off my socks for me. I waited on my hands and knees, which was marginally more comfortable than lying on the table. When the tub was full they helped me up - and I wasn't too cooperative; moving wasn't much fun at that point! - and I've never been so glad to get into water in my LIFE. It eased things immediately. Good thing, too, because shortly after that the serious stuff kicked in. I hadn't been vocalizing at all before then; but I moved on to yelling pretty fast. DH stuck with me through each one, smoothing my hair back, rubbing my shoulders, and just letting me know he was there. Somewhere transition happened, but I missed it - all I knew is one minute I was having plain ol' horrible pain, and the next minute I was having horrible, boy-do-I-need-to- push pain. The midwives asked if I wanted to have the baby in the tub. I asked if it was safe, and they said yes; so I gratefully accepted. Nobody was getting me out of that tub. Except, of course, even floating in the tub doesn't take full advantage of gravity; and Emily was a stubborn little thing. They had me kneel in the tub for a while - have I mention that changing positions for any reason really, really hurt? - and then they suggested setting up the birthing chair. What?!? I was thinking. Get out of the tub? Are you people INSANE?? But I did, with help, and walked into the next room with half a baby head hanging out of me. DH sat behind me, and I leaned against him in between contractions. During contractions I tried to remind myself that the feeling of being ripped to pieces was normal, that I should go with the pain, relax my muscles, all that good stuff. Pretty damn hard to do, frankly, when everything in my body was saying "You know? Let's just put her back for a while and be pregnant a little longer." I was SO tired, and I said so - DH said that's how he knew we were close. The midwives - three of them there at this point - kept telling me to "push through the whole contraction." That moment was as close as I came to actually swearing at someone. "YOU push through the effing contraction," I wanted to snarl at them. I didn't want to push through the contraction; I did not want to have anything to do with the contraction. I did not want to encourage it, I wanted it to GO AWAY. But somewhere along there I did push, and suddenly something gave. I felt a brief relief from pressure, and then an odd, uneven sensation of passing something bumpy - her shoulders, of course. And then someone handed me a wet, bloody creature, whom I clutched to my chest while they suctioned her mouth and nose. "Breathe for Mommy," I told her, over and over; and in about ten seconds she did. And then screamed. And thus was Emily, at 3:46 am. They helped us move over to the bed, where I lay with her as they waited for the placenta. I remember having the presence of mind to observe to DH that all the back pain I'd been having for months had completely vanished. (I still had too many endorphins to recognize the pain that had replaced it, though!) After the placenta, they gave Emily to DH while they stiched me up. No pernieal tears, but two small labial ones - really, I got off remarkably easily. So I did it naturally, as I'd wanted to, without pain medication. I must confess, though, that if I'd been in a hospital, I'd have asked for an epidural - the only thing that kept me from it was that they'd have had to transport me from the birthing center, and the only thing I could imagine that was worse than the pain I was in was the pain of having to move! I've never felt such pain in my life - but it was odd; the whole thing felt almost dream-like. When I wasn't having contractions, I could easily have dozed off. Mentally, I had retreated somewhere pretty inaccessible; it wasn't like I had much influence over what my body was doing at that point anyway. It became a simple, basic task that needed to be accomplished; and nothing else - myself, other people, even reality - mattered one bit. Emily was coming, and Emily came. Thanks to all who have read so far! Liz and Emily Grace -- "No problem of human destiny is beyond human beings. Man's reason and spirit have often solved the seemingly unsolvable - and we believe they can do it again." -- John F. Kennedy, 6/10/1963 |
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Emily's birth story (late)
Elizabeth H Bonesteel wrote:
But somewhere along there I did push, and suddenly something gave. I felt a brief relief from pressure, and then an odd, uneven sensation of passing something bumpy - her shoulders, of course. And then someone handed me a wet, bloody creature, whom I clutched to my chest while they suctioned her mouth and nose. "Breathe for Mommy," I told her, over and over; and in about ten seconds she did. And then screamed. And thus was Emily, at 3:46 am. Thanks for posting your story Liz, it's very well written and really swept me along with you. Welcome to Emily Grace, congratulations to you! |
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"Elizabeth H Bonesteel" wrote in message ... All the birth stories on this newsgroup helped me tremendously while I was pregnant. I'll share mine, in hopes that it might help someone else. snip What a beautiful story, Liz. Thanks for posting it. I was wondering how you were doing. Did you work out the latch problems you were having? Donna |
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"Elizabeth H Bonesteel" wrote and I snipped:
But somewhere along there I did push, and suddenly something gave. I felt a brief relief from pressure, and then an odd, uneven sensation of passing something bumpy - her shoulders, of course. And then someone handed me a wet, bloody creature, whom I clutched to my chest while they suctioned her mouth and nose. "Breathe for Mommy," I told her, over and over; and in about ten seconds she did. And then screamed. And thus was Emily, at 3:46 am. Wow, beautiful. Congratulations! Thanks for sharing, -Patty, mom to Corinne (6y) and Nathan (4y) and stepmom to Victoria (14y) |
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"Elizabeth H Bonesteel" wrote in message ... All the birth stories on this newsgroup helped me tremendously while I was pregnant. I'll share mine, in hopes that it might help someone else. There are not enough words in our language to describe what it was like bringing Emily into the world. Hopefully I've been able to give a bit of the flavor of it to anyone who may be interested. snip What a beautiful birth story Liz ... Congratulations and welcome to little Emily. Amanda -- DD 15th August 2002 1 tiny angel Nov 2003 EDD 19th August 2004 |
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Great story and congratulations! I like reading these because it helps me prepare for our big event. -- M~Elizabeth To thine own self be true |
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Congratulations, that is a beautiful story. My second daughter is Emily
Grace also so I am sure that your daughter is as beautiful as her name!! Cali "Elizabeth H Bonesteel" wrote in message ... All the birth stories on this newsgroup helped me tremendously while I was pregnant. I'll share mine, in hopes that it might help someone else. There are not enough words in our language to describe what it was like bringing Emily into the world. Hopefully I've been able to give a bit of the flavor of it to anyone who may be interested. The bloody show that started on Sunday May 23rd brought with it more frequent Braxton- Hicks contractions, but still nothing coordinated or consistent. I called the midwife on Monday, who assured me it was all normal, and meant nothing about when I was going to have the baby. I probably shouldn't have asked - I think it influenced what she told us later! But I am getting ahead of myself. Monday night DH and I had to run a few errands. It was on one of those errands that I felt my first, slightly different contraction - like a very sudden and very powerful menstrual cramp. Hm. I wasn't sure - it might have been indigestion, after all. I said nothing to DH. When we got back to our hotel room, I started idly noting the times of my contractions again, and noticed pretty quickly that they were becoming much more consistent - 7 to 20 minutes apart. Hm. At this point (about 9:00 pm) I mentioned to DH that things seemed to be changing a bit, although we knew from our childbirth class that this stage was likely to go on for a long time. Still, he made sure our bags were organized, and right by the door so we could grab them without thinking. At 10:00, he took over timing my contractions. 3-6 minutes, and some of them were getting interesting. The birthing center had told us to call when I couldn't talk though a contraction and they'd been 2-5 minutes apart for an hour. I couldn't talk through them, but it had nothing to do with pain - I just felt the need to focus while they were happening. I could communicate, if necessary; but it required effort. DH, being no dope, called the midwife at about 11:30. Perhaps because I'd asked about the bloody show earlier in the day she was reluctant to tell us to come in; she said they'd probably have to send us back. DH said (and thank heaven for the man's persistence!) that was just fine; but we were coming in NOW and they could check. It was an hour's drive to the birthing center. I still wasn't in real pain, although the contractions had taken on a real all-encompassing quality. I felt tired, and fairly relaxed; although I tended to communicate in single words. When we got to the birthing center I was beginning to get a little uncomfortable. They brought me into the examining room and put me on the table - and let me tell you, lying flat was NOT making me happy. That was the first real pain of the night. The second was the cervical exam. They were pretty shocked - I was 5-6 cm already! (I guess I shouldn't have been so calm. Of course, that passed pretty quickly.) I'd elected to take the antibiotics for GBS (I was positive), so they put in the hep lock and told me they'd give me the IV in the tub. At this point it was about 12:45. As they were filling the tub, DH helped me get undressed - one of my only clear memories of the night was him taking off my socks for me. I waited on my hands and knees, which was marginally more comfortable than lying on the table. When the tub was full they helped me up - and I wasn't too cooperative; moving wasn't much fun at that point! - and I've never been so glad to get into water in my LIFE. It eased things immediately. Good thing, too, because shortly after that the serious stuff kicked in. I hadn't been vocalizing at all before then; but I moved on to yelling pretty fast. DH stuck with me through each one, smoothing my hair back, rubbing my shoulders, and just letting me know he was there. Somewhere transition happened, but I missed it - all I knew is one minute I was having plain ol' horrible pain, and the next minute I was having horrible, boy-do-I-need-to- push pain. The midwives asked if I wanted to have the baby in the tub. I asked if it was safe, and they said yes; so I gratefully accepted. Nobody was getting me out of that tub. Except, of course, even floating in the tub doesn't take full advantage of gravity; and Emily was a stubborn little thing. They had me kneel in the tub for a while - have I mention that changing positions for any reason really, really hurt? - and then they suggested setting up the birthing chair. What?!? I was thinking. Get out of the tub? Are you people INSANE?? But I did, with help, and walked into the next room with half a baby head hanging out of me. DH sat behind me, and I leaned against him in between contractions. During contractions I tried to remind myself that the feeling of being ripped to pieces was normal, that I should go with the pain, relax my muscles, all that good stuff. Pretty damn hard to do, frankly, when everything in my body was saying "You know? Let's just put her back for a while and be pregnant a little longer." I was SO tired, and I said so - DH said that's how he knew we were close. The midwives - three of them there at this point - kept telling me to "push through the whole contraction." That moment was as close as I came to actually swearing at someone. "YOU push through the effing contraction," I wanted to snarl at them. I didn't want to push through the contraction; I did not want to have anything to do with the contraction. I did not want to encourage it, I wanted it to GO AWAY. But somewhere along there I did push, and suddenly something gave. I felt a brief relief from pressure, and then an odd, uneven sensation of passing something bumpy - her shoulders, of course. And then someone handed me a wet, bloody creature, whom I clutched to my chest while they suctioned her mouth and nose. "Breathe for Mommy," I told her, over and over; and in about ten seconds she did. And then screamed. And thus was Emily, at 3:46 am. They helped us move over to the bed, where I lay with her as they waited for the placenta. I remember having the presence of mind to observe to DH that all the back pain I'd been having for months had completely vanished. (I still had too many endorphins to recognize the pain that had replaced it, though!) After the placenta, they gave Emily to DH while they stiched me up. No pernieal tears, but two small labial ones - really, I got off remarkably easily. So I did it naturally, as I'd wanted to, without pain medication. I must confess, though, that if I'd been in a hospital, I'd have asked for an epidural - the only thing that kept me from it was that they'd have had to transport me from the birthing center, and the only thing I could imagine that was worse than the pain I was in was the pain of having to move! I've never felt such pain in my life - but it was odd; the whole thing felt almost dream-like. When I wasn't having contractions, I could easily have dozed off. Mentally, I had retreated somewhere pretty inaccessible; it wasn't like I had much influence over what my body was doing at that point anyway. It became a simple, basic task that needed to be accomplished; and nothing else - myself, other people, even reality - mattered one bit. Emily was coming, and Emily came. Thanks to all who have read so far! Liz and Emily Grace -- "No problem of human destiny is beyond human beings. Man's reason and spirit have often solved the seemingly unsolvable - and we believe they can do it again." -- John F. Kennedy, 6/10/1963 |
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"Elizabeth H Bonesteel" wrote in message ... All the birth stories on this newsgroup helped me tremendously while I was pregnant. I'll share mine, in hopes that it might help someone else. Liz and Emily Grace Congratulations! Thanks for the post, it was worth reading ) And well done. Jen TTC#1 M/C2 |
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Thanks for posting your story Liz, it's very well written and really swept me along with you. Welcome to Emily Grace, congratulations to you! Thanks. :-) She was worth it all. Liz -- "No problem of human destiny is beyond human beings. Man's reason and spirit have often solved the seemingly unsolvable - and we believe they can do it again." -- John F. Kennedy, 6/10/1963 |
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Donna wrote: What a beautiful story, Liz. Thanks for posting it. Thanks, Donna. :-) I was wondering how you were doing. Did you work out the latch problems you were having? Sort of, but not really. I'm fighting a losing battle, I think, and I hate that. I was so worried about her birth - it necer occurred to me I'd hit problems bf'ing. But she's growing, and she still gets as much breat milk as we can stuff into her; so I guess it's not a total failure. Liz -- "No problem of human destiny is beyond human beings. Man's reason and spirit have often solved the seemingly unsolvable - and we believe they can do it again." -- John F. Kennedy, 6/10/1963 |
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