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YOU CAN'T UNHURT ME, ONLY BY GOING AWAY
YOu never appreciated me for who I am.
You never took the time. You're the type who cuts me into pieces and tramps all over me and then wears me and my person like a piece of jewelry. You really did this. You ran over me and then went around working me. All the while killing me. It is so sad to see you blindly do this to me AGAIN. It is a tragedy to see you destroy people like this without realizing. You did hurt me, compounded decades of hurt, made me feel dead and you should give your diploma back to your alma mater if you cannot learn how to do that. You have to live with the outrageous brutal disappointment you gave me, that you could not give me one little bread crumb in all this time, you need to allow me to ask you to get out of my life, your existing in the same world is hurtful and humiliating to me. I am sorry, but you function as an abuser, you are oppressive and abusive and I don't think you realize this, you are the worst sort of abuser the way you don't realize how you abuse and threaten and what is really sad for you is how you think you can come back in when you have a chance and make it better, what kind of childish idea is this. I am sad for you that I keep learning, I must have five virtual ph d's by now, you learn nothing, stuck in grammar school or high school. Just please pull out and go back to where you came from. That you make no difference to me at all is sad and regrettable, even sadder that you do not realize this. I am sick and tired of feeling disappointed by talented people. Sick of you dragging me through the outside world, your gigantic world that says that tiny individuals do not matter, how thoughtless your world is. Please act like I matter to you next time, you did not. Just get out of my life, go fix your heart and your philosophy on someone else's time. I fail to see what someone as failureiffic as you could bring to my life. Waiting until someone has grey hair and needs a doctor to bring sunshine and positivity into their life....how sad and how deficient is your philosophy. YOU JUST DON'T KNOW HOW TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE DO YOU, so what do you do, keep grinding away at someone who could have, and you do this OVER and OVER again, so next time don't even try. It is sad to see how frustrated you are at not being able to improve the planet and all, you are just so blind, you don't know how to strike at the heart of what hurts people, do you. What a tragedy. You people are painful to be around, I just spend my life praying that some way and some day you realize that, but this may be tragic for you. It is YOUR tragedy, I am not weak, why you collaborated in weakening me, I fail to understand, why after all this time you are so blind and prejudiced. I think you really do not know how to pay attention to me. I thought you were smarter than that. Really, I think you need a shrink if you can't control your emotions. Explain yourself right off the bat next time, or be sorry. How you are going to unhurt me, well I don't trust you with that, leave me alone. Please admire someone else next time, okay. College people are so difficult, the "smarter" they are, the more they have to unlearn. All of that education makes them think they are all seeing and all powerful. You abandoned me and I am sick of your constant abuse of your access and authority to tell me otherwise. Your actions say that one person's life does not matter, how careless and childish and unprofessional of you. I don't want to hear how you are sorry, my own healing has to be done on my own, without you. You are a hopeless failure to me, you should have listened to me instead of burying me. |
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