why is it easier to kill the mother of our children then fight for our rights to be a father to our kids?

Why is it that the only thing left for men to do to stop these woman
from causing long term mental abuse to men and their children, is to
just kill her????? Because apparently, the courts and the justice
department don't seem to care for the fathers rights to his children.
Even the legal aid, discriminates against fathers. I have done
everything I could think of, and yet, I was told by my lawyer that I
will never get to a trial, because I don't have 20,000.00 to start
with. Thats pathetic don't you think......So............ rob a bank,and
your going to jail, so thats out of the question, right....and you'll
get more time for robbing a bank then you will for killing the mother
too. So, I figure one way or another IF YOU WANT SOME SORT OF RESULTS,
EITHER WAY, JAIL IS GOING TO HAPPEN...So WHY NOT JUST KILL HER? Problem
solved, and you'll be able to watch your children grow. I am left with
this question because what is a man to do to protect his,"SO CALLED
RIGHTS TO FATHER HIS CHILDREN". Yes, the father would go to jail, but
the father would eventually get out, and the mother would not be there
to **** their lifes up any more. And the father could just help the
children understand that what he did to their mom, WAS the ONLY THING
TO DO FOR THE BEST INTEREST OF THE CHILDEN. If theres a better solution
to this growing problem, please.....I am all ears....I would like to
know how a father can actually be heard, and our rights can be
exersised.