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A second chance !?
Well, lifes sorted itself out here at last...I hope.
Guess whos back? well, not back to live, and after telling me that he still wants to find that special someone, "me,me?" I ask impatiently "no, but we can still be great together!" he says. Am I a fool? after 6 bleedin years no, not in the slightest, I've just got to get used to the fact that he's happy without the responsibility, he likes his own place, he likes his freedom and his friends and hes told me not to say anything to anyone. I've got so used to being without another adult in the house I'd go bonkers. I've gotten used to my tv programmes, wearing sloppy pants and slouching about with my old coffee mug with stains on it. Hey! I'm convenient! and I'm happy about that....for the time being, it was a lovely cuddle and we never argued. The birds sang, the rain fell in twinkling droplets and the kiddies were happy he was home. The only way I think we could get it together and live in the same place would be by both selling everything we had and making a fresh start. That ain't never, and I mean never going to happen. I'm not his girlfriend, neither am his wife, hey ! I'm his slag! and should I have asked for him to leave a tenner on the sideboard after his beans on toast on his way out my door? or ever ask if he'll he be around next Tuesday at 7:00? Talking of second chances seriously again. I was upset that its taken so damned long, hes always known he had first choice there, that I really wanted more family, and more children around, you know when you get older its something we could look forwards together. Now I've hit an age its never ever going to be possible. My dating experiences have been last, really fraught. I really truely, madly and deeply wanted a large family, I was never so happy as I was with my kids. There are a lot of people who only want the fun out of a relationship, and no children. Should we have two sorts of dating agencies for the single parents who want to start anew? one for those model agencies "I'm not sure cos I've just split up and I'm feeling really shaky" and the other for "I'm divorcing, I don't want to go to town or raise hell all I want to do is get along with having a family" sort of thing? miri |
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