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Its gone so quick
I can not believe that I am just about 5 months pregnant now, I am 19 weeks
and so many days pregs and its just gone so quickly. It only seems like yesterday that I did the pregnancy test and I was 7 wks then and it feels like yesterday when I had the massive bleed at 9 weeks. Where has the other 10 weeks gone. I basically have about 4 months left and then my little bundle will be in my arms hopefully. I still get scared about the labour and how I will cope, I would love to have a fairly normal pain relieve free labour but last time I lost control and just had everything. Started with gas and air but that did very little for me and pain kinda got really bad when I was nearly 10cm dilated I think and I just lost control and then had pethidine followed by an epidural because DS 2 was nearly another c section. This time round I have read up on pain reliefe and found that pethidine can slow the labour and affect baby so I dont know if I want this and I also remember that last time when I had pethidine I just lost all control of myself and did not know what was going on around me and I cant remember hardly anything of the later stages of labour just remember the docs and midwifes faguly around me, I cant even remember signing for the epidural but apparantly I did. I also have a massive fear of dying through labour and yes I know thats really stupid. I cant wait for baby to get here but I wish I could skip the labour part thats just freaking me out and it shouldnt because this is number 3 baby so been there and done that and should be fairly experienced by now but no still as scared as ever. Sry kinda went into a rant there. |
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could skip the labour part thats just freaking me out and it shouldnt because this is number 3 baby so been there and done that and should be fairly experienced by now but no still as scared as ever. can you try and talk to someone? I had fears and I tried to raise them with a couple of people, but I didn't try very hard and left a lot of things unaddressed, mine were more related to previous postnatal depression, not labour itself, but I was worried about how the intensity of labour would affect me, I was right to be worried, when things kicked of, more worries and fears hit me than I could possibly have imagined, I've not talked about this before, but 3 months on I'm getting my head round it, at first if I had been left alone in the room I would have thrown myself out of the window, I barely made any attempt to cope with the contractions and was so distressed that both me and baby were medically "in distress", I got an epidural and then cried for an hour or more, which is unusual for me, I wouldn't talk to anyone and if anyone asked if I was ok, I said no, but nothing more. Fortunately I got things together by the time I was pushing, but all of these problems could have been avoided if I had been more proactive about getting the help I needed in advance. Cheers Anne |
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"Anne Rogers" wrote in message ... could skip the labour part thats just freaking me out and it shouldnt because this is number 3 baby so been there and done that and should be fairly experienced by now but no still as scared as ever. can you try and talk to someone? I had fears and I tried to raise them with a couple of people, but I didn't try very hard and left a lot of things unaddressed, mine were more related to previous postnatal depression, not labour itself, but I was worried about how the intensity of labour would affect me, I was right to be worried, when things kicked of, more worries and fears hit me than I could possibly have imagined, I've not talked about this before, but 3 months on I'm getting my head round it, at first if I had been left alone in the room I would have thrown myself out of the window, I barely made any attempt to cope with the contractions and was so distressed that both me and baby were medically "in distress", I got an epidural and then cried for an hour or more, which is unusual for me, I wouldn't talk to anyone and if anyone asked if I was ok, I said no, but nothing more. Fortunately I got things together by the time I was pushing, but all of these problems could have been avoided if I had been more proactive about getting the help I needed in advance. Cheers Anne Hi Anne I think my fears steam back from the care I had with the previous pregnancies I was in a different area then and the pregnancy care and information ect was very poor, I was treated more like a number to the NHS then a mum to be and most of the care was very quick ect, during labour my birth plan was not followed at all, I asked for skin to skin after birth and on none of the occasions was this carried out but babies were washed and dressed then handed to me, I then tried to breast feed and failed and when I asked for help and advice I was again pretty much ignored and failed. So far during the pregnancy this time its been so much better and I have been treated with respect, time and patience, I spoke to the Midwife at the hospital about my fears after the birth i.e. getting PND again and she was brillient, she listesend and took her time there was no rush even though she had other mums waiting. So the after labour bit I am reasurred with but labour still scares me quite a bit, I think this is just a natural thing or at least I am hoping it is. I am going to speak more with the care givers about pain relieve as I still am not 100% sure what pain reliefe I want. I do not want pethidine if its going to knock me stupid again but at the same time I dont know if I can handle such pain. I can just remember that the pain got real intenseive and I just lost it and that scares the hell out of me. |
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"April & Bump" wrote in message
I can not believe that I am just about 5 months pregnant now, I am 19 weeks and so many days pregs and its just gone so quickly. It only seems like yesterday that I did the pregnancy test and I was 7 wks then and it feels like yesterday when I had the massive bleed at 9 weeks. Where has the other 10 weeks gone. I basically have about 4 months left and then my little bundle will be in my arms hopefully. I still get scared about the labour and how I will cope, I would love to have a fairly normal pain relieve free labour but last time I lost control and just had everything. Started with gas and air but that did very little for me and pain kinda got really bad when I was nearly 10cm dilated I think and I just lost control and then had pethidine followed by an epidural because DS 2 was nearly another c section. This time round I have read up on pain reliefe and found that pethidine can slow the labour and affect baby so I dont know if I want this and I also remember that last time when I had pethidine I just lost all control of myself and did not know what was going on around me and I cant remember hardly anything of the later stages of labour just remember the docs and midwifes faguly around me, I cant even remember signing for the epidural but apparantly I did. I also have a massive fear of dying through labour and yes I know thats really stupid. I cant wait for baby to get here but I wish I could skip the labour part thats just freaking me out and it shouldnt because this is number 3 baby so been there and done that and should be fairly experienced by now but no still as scared as ever. Sry kinda went into a rant there. If it's any consolation I am terrified of childbirth.. I am great with labour but when the head is being born I lose it! This is number 6 for me and def my last! It has gone really quick for me too, I am due 15th October. Andrea. |
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If it's any consolation I am terrified of childbirth.. I am great with labour but when the head is being born I lose it! This is number 6 for me and def my last! It has gone really quick for me too, I am due 15th October. Andrea. Hi Andrea I was just really ****ed off with myself last time because I seemed to do really well with no pain reliefe up until the point where I was fully dilated and like I said I just lost all control and had all pain reliefe that was going but the pethidine made me lose my mind and I was completly out of it just wanting to sleep but the docs and nurses wanted me to push but I just couldnt I was absolutly useless. I really hope this time will be different and that I will be more in control. I am kinda pleased that someone else is also terrified of labour just like myself, I know that sounds horrible but at least I know im not on my own on this scary adventure. I am more scared of having a c section that labour itself but that it proberbly due to the fact I had a real horrible experience with my 1st son, he was born emergency C section and it was a nightmare for me. You really are near your due date, I hope all goes well for you April |
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"April & Bump" wrote in message ...
If it's any consolation I am terrified of childbirth.. I am great with labour but when the head is being born I lose it! This is number 6 for me and def my last! It has gone really quick for me too, I am due 15th October. Andrea. Hi Andrea I was just really ****ed off with myself last time because I seemed to do really well with no pain reliefe up until the point where I was fully dilated and like I said I just lost all control and had all pain reliefe that was going but the pethidine made me lose my mind and I was completly out of it just wanting to sleep but the docs and nurses wanted me to push but I just couldnt I was absolutly useless. I really hope this time will be different and that I will be more in control. I am kinda pleased that someone else is also terrified of labour just like myself, I know that sounds horrible but at least I know im not on my own on this scary adventure. I am more scared of having a c section that labour itself but that it proberbly due to the fact I had a real horrible experience with my 1st son, he was born emergency C section and it was a nightmare for me. You really are near your due date, I hope all goes well for you April I am exactly the same.. I am calm and deal with all the contractions fine until fully dilated. I am a sod for trying to jump sideways off the bed as the head is being born and always warn the Midwives!! I manage as long as I can stand it then have the gas and air (around 5cms) then have Pethadine in half doses near the end. I also don't think it helps but at the time it felt like I was at least trying something! Prob will give Pethadine miss this time. I am very active until the pain gets bad at 7cms, then I go for the lazy flat on my back position which I know doesn't help, so I am going to give it my all to remain mobile longer. I also have noticed my labours are getting longer. As soon as the labour is over I can't hold the baby right away, takes me a few hours to get my head back together. I see these birth shows where mothers are cuddling their babies right away but I take longer to get it together. Will let you know how I get on when my baby Girl arrives! Andrea. |
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I'm kind of scared about the whole birth thing too, although it's my
3rd. I bled badly with the first, and hemorraghed with the second, so I'm worried about this one. The pain thing isn't so bad, it comes, it goes, the baby's born. I know in my head that it will suck as it always does (I spend the 5 or 6 months after the baby's born saying that that's it, no more....). But somehow I've forgotten exactly how MUCH it hurts, which I guess is something to be grateful for! Its just the bleeding that I'm worried about, they were on the verge last time of "taking me upstairs" for something, I never did get around to asking what exactly they had in mind. So, I pray it'll be better this time. Stasya |
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Can you actually die during labour? I really really hope not. I am only
12 weeks but I sometimes think about the labour and how it will be. It is my first child. I am worried and scared. Do those Lamaze (sp?) classes really help? Is it worth enrolling in it? I am usually a real wimp and cannot really stand the pain that much. I realize that this will be very painful, no ifs or buts. What can I do to prepare myself? Maya |
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maya wrote:
Can you actually die during labour? I really really hope not. I am only 12 weeks but I sometimes think about the labour and how it will be. It is my first child. I am worried and scared. Do those Lamaze (sp?) classes really help? Is it worth enrolling in it? I am usually a real wimp and cannot really stand the pain that much. I realize that this will be very painful, no ifs or buts. What can I do to prepare myself? Hi Maya, Maternal death during childbirth is now very, very rare in the first world. The best way to prepare yourself for labor is to read up/take classes so that you understand the process: Both what your body will be doing, and the various things that your caregivers might suggest. Everyone experiences labor differently. With me, for DS, it was more extreme discomfort than pain, and a lot of hard work. Keep in mind that, unlike most pain, labor pains (i.e., contractions) don't mean that something's wrong. I found that reading birth stories on this group was also very helpful. Very interesting to read about what the process was like. Having been through it before, I have to say that I much prefer the trial of labor (which lasts a day or two at most, in most cases) to the rest of the 9 months, with all the discomforts and inconveniences of pregnancy! -- Emily DS 5/02 EDD Yesterday |
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Thanks a lot Emily! I find this group extremely helpful too. I will
take the classes, I think I really need them. I heard that nearing the labour, most women are very anxious to get it done and that may make it a little easier as far as fear goes.... I am not sure that this is true or not but then again, this is my first so I have no idea what to expect.... |
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