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YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO NOT MATTER AT ALL
Please, why couldn't you just say you are sorry and get on.
You are so real to yourself and there is no one to deny that. I am not real at all and do not feel real. I often don't feel like I am real or matter. Your world is too threatening to mine, what kind of blinded arrogant colonizing idiot would thoughtlessly drive his whole threatening reality into mine. YOU ARE SO BLIND. You are blind to your own blindness. We chose to be who we are and that is a mindset you cannot POSSIBLY understand. I also suspect you of lacking drama in your life, what you do to us and the assumptions you make about how we view ourselves and others ...... that says a lot about how ignorant you are about your own self and how you see yourself. This is really careless of you to just cruise around here like the way you view yourself or experience yourself is the way WE see ourselves. I feel really sorry for you and maybe this is what your problem is and why you are so creepy, and it has always seemed to me that you are too creepy because you are blind, just hopelessly blind and I really, really feel sorry for you. I guess you are really accustomed to people telling you how real you are, that feeling unreal is not something you understand. This isn't even something you can learn so why do you bother. You have no idea what I really do in life, and I feel sorry for you and am ashamed of you that you would so casually meddle in it. It's a completely different world, you are so arrogant without realizing it. It is too late for you to learn this stuff, don't mess around with my world, okay. I feel sorry for you. Do you do this because you are bored, or guilty or what? YOu are so different from me that I can't understand you. If I wanted you to "understand" me or "feel my pain", I'd ask, okay. I shouldn't have people in my life that I don't want in my life. You ALWAYS have such a difficult time with this. I feel sorry for you that you are so tragically BLIND. Go feel real and entitled ( you think entitlement is something bad, people who try really hard to be good people experience a sense of entitlement every day). I am used to feeling dead and unreal. That is my natural state, it is not something you understand please respect that and move on. You demand that I teach you what that is like or something or that we find common ground. I cannot do that. I died a long time ago. You do not know what that is like. I am used to hell, you are not. Just go away. Go be real in front of people who "matter". I did not want you in my life. I hope you stay out. YOu and whatever mutual "friends" we have who thought this was a good idea. All I wanted was to be proven right. Bye. |
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YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO NOT MATTER AT ALL
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border1.nntp.dca.giganews.com!nntp.giganews.com!ne ws.glorb.com!usenet.stanford.edu!news.kjsl.com!new s.alt.net From: "SAY BYE BYE" Newsgroups: alt.suicide.holiday,alt.support-divorce,alt.child-support Subject: ALSO I DON'T WANT MY CHILDREN AROUND YOU Date: Mon, 19 Apr 2010 12:05:28 -0500 Organization: Glen Ellyn Storage! Lines: 20 Message-ID: X-Priority: 3 X-MSMail-Priority: Normal X-Newsreader: Microsoft Outlook Express 6.00.2900.2180 X-RFC2646: Format=Flowed; Original X-MimeOLE: Produced By Microsoft MimeOLE V6.00.2900.2180 Bytes: 1521 Xref: number.nntp.dca.giganews.com alt.child-support:447445 alt.suicide.holiday:1040875 "SAY BYE BYE" wrote in message ... Please, why couldn't you just say you are sorry and get on. You are so real to yourself and there is no one to deny that. I am not real at all and do not feel real. I often don't feel like I am real or matter. Your world is too threatening to mine, what kind of blinded arrogant colonizing idiot would thoughtlessly drive his whole threatening reality into mine. YOU ARE SO BLIND. You are blind to your own blindness. We chose to be who we are and that is a mindset you cannot POSSIBLY understand. I also suspect you of lacking drama in your life, what you do to us and the assumptions you make about how we view ourselves and others ..... that says a lot about how ignorant you are about your own self and how you see yourself. This is really careless of you to just cruise around here like the way you view yourself or experience yourself is the way WE see ourselves. I feel really sorry for you and maybe this is what your problem is and why you are so creepy, and it has always seemed to me that you are too creepy because you are blind, just hopelessly blind and I really, really feel sorry for you. I guess you are really accustomed to people telling you how real you are, that feeling unreal is not something you understand. This isn't even something you can learn so why do you bother. You have no idea what I really do in life, and I feel sorry for you and am ashamed of you that you would so casually meddle in it. It's a completely different world, you are so arrogant without realizing it. It is too late for you to learn this stuff, don't mess around with my world, okay. I feel sorry for you. Do you do this because you are bored, or guilty or what? YOu are so different from me that I can't understand you. If I wanted you to "understand" me or "feel my pain", I'd ask, okay. I shouldn't have people in my life that I don't want in my life. You ALWAYS have such a difficult time with this. I feel sorry for you that you are so tragically BLIND. Go feel real and entitled ( you think entitlement is something bad, people who try really hard to be good people experience a sense of entitlement every day). I am used to feeling dead and unreal. That is my natural state, it is not something you understand please respect that and move on. You demand that I teach you what that is like or something or that we find common ground. I cannot do that. I died a long time ago. You do not know what that is like. I am used to hell, you are not. Just go away. Go be real in front of people who "matter". I did not want you in my life. I hope you stay out. YOu and whatever mutual "friends" we have who thought this was a good idea. All I wanted was to be proven right. Bye. |
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